so i havent updated in really the longest time...so here goes...im back in school now and january has come to a conclusion...the first month of 05' was okay, but in a way im just happy i got through some things...i feel like i have no real grip on life anymore, and as modest mouse once said i kinda just "float on". finding a nook in life isnt all that hard, but ive yet to find mine...im sure its all about chance and opportunity but we shall see how all that goes...i dont think but i also dont know if im the pnly college student who want just to skip college and get on with life...ya know, get an early start on things without all this bullshit meaningless schooling for 4 years, pshhh....i figure theres one thing that i want to keep the same in my life but honestly everything else could just end...i also feel that i am experiencing one of the best things in the world regardless to how depressing this entry sounds...thank you for bringing me those feelings...but i really would like to get away, pack up one day and leave with the one i love....just go somewhere and make a life instead of follow a path....oh well maybe one day my dreams will come true...i feel like this is enough for me to write about for i have possibly said to much...sorry this entry wasnt all happy but thats just how i feel...so till next time.....later days

another note: next month will be magnificent, its february, its cupids month