"can’t afford to be just one in a flock"
"yeh um ok buttcrack" --an old friend
Saturday, November 29
"i scream your name at the sky" --Matchbook Romance//Stay Tonight
black friday wat a terrible terrible day.....ok heres the deal why, thanksgiving in newjersey with the fam last night till late.....get to bed late.....wake up with little time to eat and shower before work.....get to work at 11:08, 8 minutes late (oh damn).....get lunch break at The Great Wall (or the great waRR as they say it).....walk there and back in the rain.....supposed to work till 6.....asked to work later till 7 because of shortage of help available.....get home, go out, boring time.....had to walk home in freezing rain.....come home and catch up on the end of the real world season (great cast).....damn that was boring.....and im still confused, i cant make up my damn mind.....hmph(as someone i know would say)
i think im climbing out of this confusion deal, things are starting to clear up and im thinkin about those who have affected me and i dont even think they know.....o well.....till next time cya kiddies
p.s. Guess who got into college!!!! (w00t) Shippensburg what! no decision yet but atleast i got into one of my top three only U of Rhode Island and Temple now!! wish me luck
i think im climbing out of this confusion deal, things are starting to clear up and im thinkin about those who have affected me and i dont even think they know.....o well.....till next time cya kiddies
p.s. Guess who got into college!!!! (w00t) Shippensburg what! no decision yet but atleast i got into one of my top three only U of Rhode Island and Temple now!! wish me luck
written by paulyP at 02:30 am
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blue monday
Monday, November 24
well today....a monday, terrible it should hav been? right?......noooo way today was better than any other monday in a while. you know why this is right because we hav this 4 day weekend for thankgiving right well thats whats awesome this monday(today) is like a wednesday of any other week so were over the hump in hump day....atleast thats how i look at it...homecoming coming up and like my homie lee i voted for yall, the ones who i said i would....and well i dont hav work 2night which is awesome, working every other day isnt to bad i actually love the money cause now i can buy stuff when i wanna.... no more bumming! Yeh yehhh...and concerts when i wanna go......keeps me out of trouble to, not to bad in my book.....till next time...rock...
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"cause im as free as a bird now"
Sunday, November 23
what can i say besides holy fuckin shit yeh about damn time im finally off of grounding kiddies,hells yeh! and i got off grounding in the only fashion that i know how, alcohol rocks....i needed that for i havent drank in like 2 months.....jills house was awesome and i was greated by everyone with arms open, thanx yall for the great welcoming back! oh yeh and jill ur house rocked as usual, how do you do it everytime, keep up the great work. so with that off my shoulder, i have gotta go to work today and deal with my favorie snobby rich people, they dont give me too hard of a time but they do always seem like they got something up their ass, maybe its my lovely charm(kidding) that makes em be nice to me or maybe its uhhh i dont no....im also gonna miss the birds game but that wont take me to long to get over, ill watch the highlights on da ESPN(how the waterboys dad says it)and guess what im over right.............now, not being able to see the eagles game.yes me and not caring way to much about how the eagles do....well kiddies im gonna get get get going now so till next time have a great one.......rock \m/
p.s. reminder to self, i need to buy 2 concert tickets out of these 3 shows im thinkin the first 2 but im not sure
1. The Starting Line w/ Motion City Soundtrack and Hidden in Plain View
2. Yellowcard w/Acceptance and Maxeen
3. The Early November w/ Hidden in Plain View, Copeland, Count the Stars, and Finding Westerly
p.s. reminder to self, i need to buy 2 concert tickets out of these 3 shows im thinkin the first 2 but im not sure
1. The Starting Line w/ Motion City Soundtrack and Hidden in Plain View
2. Yellowcard w/Acceptance and Maxeen
3. The Early November w/ Hidden in Plain View, Copeland, Count the Stars, and Finding Westerly
ive seen starting lione live like 3 times tho hmmmmm, oh i dont no
written by paulyP at 11:25 am
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You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat
Friday, November 21
i no i havent really been writing in this bad boy in quite the journal fashion that you and i are both used to...so ill give ya a good ol entry for ur readin pleasure because i have nothin else to do.....lets see life has been going alright since last weekend.....i feel like im gettin back into that regular ol' paul mood again....maybe its cause of me working maybe its not, i guess we'll never no(oh damn).....damn you start of school and how you make me oh so lazy.....im on the verge of getting off grounding and i feel like i really haven't missed too much except a little here and a little there....nothing to worry about......ive always thought this and still do, everytime you are grounded you do grow up a little bit(thats the point, right?) but honestly it does actually work......i feel like im growing up so fast lately....this is a good thing.....and im not so sure, if im sure of anything....anymore(if you know what song thats from list it in the comments, you wont tho, so no worries) yeh but i dont no what to think anymore....i also can't wait to get off grounding either, maybe thats causing my confusion. ok next subject......girls, all i really think about yall is that i love you to death and all but wats with the whole confusion deal you give us fellas, who woulda thought that i could ever be this damn confused about a girl......ok heres the deal....the honest to god truth.....the only decent girls that i have gotten with/met up with/met in general on more than a friend basis is from at a minimum 50 mile distance from me, and i dont no what it is about long distance relationships that i cant get to work but there not working....i can do that whole phone talk thingy real good and all but i would like to see sum1 atleast once a week....as i tend to get very attached very quickly.....not in a stalker kind of way or anything but i often find myself head over heals for girls...i think its just because im lookin for a relationship but really cant find one yet....but till next time the search continues, maybe somthing is right under my nose and i dont even know it, only time and patience will tell
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TRACY!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 19
well here i am again on this lovely 19th of november, one of the most joyous of days and i just kissed my ruca, thats good enough to make my week splendid. in school and writing this is as fun as the sun. well i do gotta go cause damn its hard hiding this from tracy, shes cool she drives an s10.
written by paulyP at 08:44 am
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remember when.....thats gay!
Monday, November 10
remember when i am still grounded and my parents wont even budge about letting me out anytime soon, least im makin sum dough(bling blang)! but it fuckin blows not being aloud out so heres a big fuck you to the rents......ill be couped up in this godforsaken house four quites sum more time im bettin atleast this w/end than maybe and i mean maybe ill be aloud out the w/end after so yet again fuck you rents....
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join the revolution, take off your pants
Monday, November 10
i thought this was great and thought id share it with yall (texas rocks) more to come later
written by paulyP at 03:36 pm
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Collect calls to home to tell them that i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone
Sunday, November 9
end of this long, long weekend.....like i said before i worked all weekend and when i wasnt workin i was sleeping so weekend blew this time.....off on tuesday but im still grounded so that blows my monday night away althoough i have work anyway....this paycheck should be stellar tho so im not gonna mind that at all, but dont mind me ranting bout work....next weekend should b good though down in philly for a deca conference(wOOt)....but yeh i hav a splitting headache right now that wont go away and i really dont feel like being on aim at all but im doin sum college stuff so should be good.....now that i think of it i think im gonna get 2 bed soon after i make a phone call but otherwise i think im set....so till next time everyone, im done
written by paulyP at 09:11 pm
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saves
Saturday, November 8
dear everyone,
i, now officially like the new Saves disc......
-paulyp
-paulyp
written by paulyP at 09:21 pm
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fridays suck
Friday, November 7
booo on this terrible terrible friday, first of all it felt like it was hump day(weds)yeh yeh. second, i had 2 tests that i didn't study for and i had work to go to after school so my friday just blew out the ass...but turns out work wasn't all to bad and i actually got a lot of the frustration out that i had before i went out. i had a panic attack before work because i couldnt take all the shit going on in my life at the time.....its like the shit hit the fan and the color of the paint on the walls turned to brown....it fuckin sucked, really sucked....thas the only word for it......i couldnt go out cause im still grounded so i came home and actually got along with my parents because i chilled out at work.....i hav modeling tommorow at the concord mall and i hav to wake up at 8, be there by 10, get my cloths, rehearse at 1015, than model at 1...all that and than be at work by 3 oclock....i dont no what else to say in this thing and sorry for ending so abruptly but im at a loss of words...
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