"can’t afford to be just one in a flock"
You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat
Friday, November 21
i no i havent really been writing in this bad boy in quite the journal fashion that you and i are both used to...so ill give ya a good ol entry for ur readin pleasure because i have nothin else to do.....lets see life has been going alright since last weekend.....i feel like im gettin back into that regular ol' paul mood again....maybe its cause of me working maybe its not, i guess we'll never no(oh damn).....damn you start of school and how you make me oh so lazy.....im on the verge of getting off grounding and i feel like i really haven't missed too much except a little here and a little there....nothing to worry about......ive always thought this and still do, everytime you are grounded you do grow up a little bit(thats the point, right?) but honestly it does actually work......i feel like im growing up so fast lately....this is a good thing.....and im not so sure, if im sure of anything....anymore(if you know what song thats from list it in the comments, you wont tho, so no worries) yeh but i dont no what to think anymore....i also can't wait to get off grounding either, maybe thats causing my confusion. ok next subject......girls, all i really think about yall is that i love you to death and all but wats with the whole confusion deal you give us fellas, who woulda thought that i could ever be this damn confused about a girl......ok heres the deal....the honest to god truth.....the only decent girls that i have gotten with/met up with/met in general on more than a friend basis is from at a minimum 50 mile distance from me, and i dont no what it is about long distance relationships that i cant get to work but there not working....i can do that whole phone talk thingy real good and all but i would like to see sum1 atleast once a week....as i tend to get very attached very quickly.....not in a stalker kind of way or anything but i often find myself head over heals for girls...i think its just because im lookin for a relationship but really cant find one yet....but till next time the search continues, maybe somthing is right under my nose and i dont even know it, only time and patience will tell
written by paulyP at 11:10 pm
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TRACY!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 19
well here i am again on this lovely 19th of november, one of the most joyous of days and i just kissed my ruca, thats good enough to make my week splendid. in school and writing this is as fun as the sun. well i do gotta go cause damn its hard hiding this from tracy, shes cool she drives an s10.
written by paulyP at 08:44 am
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remember when.....thats gay!
Monday, November 10
remember when i am still grounded and my parents wont even budge about letting me out anytime soon, least im makin sum dough(bling blang)! but it fuckin blows not being aloud out so heres a big fuck you to the rents......ill be couped up in this godforsaken house four quites sum more time im bettin atleast this w/end than maybe and i mean maybe ill be aloud out the w/end after so yet again fuck you rents....
written by paulyP at 09:51 pm
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join the revolution, take off your pants
Monday, November 10
i thought this was great and thought id share it with yall (texas rocks) more to come later
written by paulyP at 03:36 pm
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Collect calls to home to tell them that i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone
Sunday, November 9
end of this long, long weekend.....like i said before i worked all weekend and when i wasnt workin i was sleeping so weekend blew this time.....off on tuesday but im still grounded so that blows my monday night away althoough i have work anyway....this paycheck should be stellar tho so im not gonna mind that at all, but dont mind me ranting bout work....next weekend should b good though down in philly for a deca conference(wOOt)....but yeh i hav a splitting headache right now that wont go away and i really dont feel like being on aim at all but im doin sum college stuff so should be good.....now that i think of it i think im gonna get 2 bed soon after i make a phone call but otherwise i think im set....so till next time everyone, im done
written by paulyP at 09:11 pm
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saves
Saturday, November 8
dear everyone,
i, now officially like the new Saves disc......
-paulyp
-paulyp
written by paulyP at 09:21 pm
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fridays suck
Friday, November 7
booo on this terrible terrible friday, first of all it felt like it was hump day(weds)yeh yeh. second, i had 2 tests that i didn't study for and i had work to go to after school so my friday just blew out the ass...but turns out work wasn't all to bad and i actually got a lot of the frustration out that i had before i went out. i had a panic attack before work because i couldnt take all the shit going on in my life at the time.....its like the shit hit the fan and the color of the paint on the walls turned to brown....it fuckin sucked, really sucked....thas the only word for it......i couldnt go out cause im still grounded so i came home and actually got along with my parents because i chilled out at work.....i hav modeling tommorow at the concord mall and i hav to wake up at 8, be there by 10, get my cloths, rehearse at 1015, than model at 1...all that and than be at work by 3 oclock....i dont no what else to say in this thing and sorry for ending so abruptly but im at a loss of words...
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fro?
Wednesday, November 5
november the fifth......wat a day, well not really, just a normal day and my first full day of being 18 like thats some big deal but anyway....it was wedensday(sp-yeh cant think right now) but it felt like a monday to the fullest, im guessing because we had off yesterday.....so anyway....next topic....i wore my fro to school today and it was funny sure but no more people atleast for awhile...special circumstances only. i hav alot of things that i don't wanna do at all this week and weekend coming up. class, work, work , work, work and did i mention work....but the paycheck should be healthy and ill finally have some money to spend on my spoiled ass. and im in another one of thos wierd ass moods now that my birthday is over and im aloud to feel not happy.....its just this feeling that i left something behind that i did wrong in the past that is kinda coming back to me now, not to long after....if that makes any sense...o well let me be but o well life is life maybe things can be fixed soon, hopefully
written by paulyP at 04:34 pm
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Birthday....WAT!
Tuesday, November 4
yeh since i no you all care.......
......It's My Birthday......
i want you all to leave me a bday message in the comments
......It's My Birthday......
i want you all to leave me a bday message in the comments
written by paulyP at 12:07 am
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pintos bash
Sunday, November 2
well now that im home from pintos cause my parents got cool for a bit n let me go but i bleev i am still grounded let me tell ya a few things.....well i never thought id be so upset leaving such a fun place... im talkin bout pintos.....it was great time had by all but as i was leaving all these ppl r like it was so glad to c ya n that they arent gonna see me in a month all that stuff... it was like i was leaving the last party in high school before we graduated everyone was saying goodbye for such a long time 2 me.....well id like to give a great ol thank u to all my friends... thanx for makin that last night out for a while a fun one and i hope u had even more fun when i left... thanx.....heres a lil advie i figure id right up for ya here
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