"can’t afford to be just one in a flock"
remember when.....thats gay!
Monday, November 10
remember when i am still grounded and my parents wont even budge about letting me out anytime soon, least im makin sum dough(bling blang)! but it fuckin blows not being aloud out so heres a big fuck you to the rents......ill be couped up in this godforsaken house four quites sum more time im bettin atleast this w/end than maybe and i mean maybe ill be aloud out the w/end after so yet again fuck you rents....
written by paulyP at 09:51 pm
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join the revolution, take off your pants
Monday, November 10
i thought this was great and thought id share it with yall (texas rocks) more to come later
written by paulyP at 03:36 pm
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Collect calls to home to tell them that i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone
Sunday, November 9
end of this long, long weekend.....like i said before i worked all weekend and when i wasnt workin i was sleeping so weekend blew this time.....off on tuesday but im still grounded so that blows my monday night away althoough i have work anyway....this paycheck should be stellar tho so im not gonna mind that at all, but dont mind me ranting bout work....next weekend should b good though down in philly for a deca conference(wOOt)....but yeh i hav a splitting headache right now that wont go away and i really dont feel like being on aim at all but im doin sum college stuff so should be good.....now that i think of it i think im gonna get 2 bed soon after i make a phone call but otherwise i think im set....so till next time everyone, im done
written by paulyP at 09:11 pm
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saves
Saturday, November 8
dear everyone,
i, now officially like the new Saves disc......
-paulyp
-paulyp
written by paulyP at 09:21 pm
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fridays suck
Friday, November 7
booo on this terrible terrible friday, first of all it felt like it was hump day(weds)yeh yeh. second, i had 2 tests that i didn't study for and i had work to go to after school so my friday just blew out the ass...but turns out work wasn't all to bad and i actually got a lot of the frustration out that i had before i went out. i had a panic attack before work because i couldnt take all the shit going on in my life at the time.....its like the shit hit the fan and the color of the paint on the walls turned to brown....it fuckin sucked, really sucked....thas the only word for it......i couldnt go out cause im still grounded so i came home and actually got along with my parents because i chilled out at work.....i hav modeling tommorow at the concord mall and i hav to wake up at 8, be there by 10, get my cloths, rehearse at 1015, than model at 1...all that and than be at work by 3 oclock....i dont no what else to say in this thing and sorry for ending so abruptly but im at a loss of words...
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fro?
Wednesday, November 5
november the fifth......wat a day, well not really, just a normal day and my first full day of being 18 like thats some big deal but anyway....it was wedensday(sp-yeh cant think right now) but it felt like a monday to the fullest, im guessing because we had off yesterday.....so anyway....next topic....i wore my fro to school today and it was funny sure but no more people atleast for awhile...special circumstances only. i hav alot of things that i don't wanna do at all this week and weekend coming up. class, work, work , work, work and did i mention work....but the paycheck should be healthy and ill finally have some money to spend on my spoiled ass. and im in another one of thos wierd ass moods now that my birthday is over and im aloud to feel not happy.....its just this feeling that i left something behind that i did wrong in the past that is kinda coming back to me now, not to long after....if that makes any sense...o well let me be but o well life is life maybe things can be fixed soon, hopefully
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Birthday....WAT!
Tuesday, November 4
yeh since i no you all care.......
......It's My Birthday......
i want you all to leave me a bday message in the comments
......It's My Birthday......
i want you all to leave me a bday message in the comments
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pintos bash
Sunday, November 2
well now that im home from pintos cause my parents got cool for a bit n let me go but i bleev i am still grounded let me tell ya a few things.....well i never thought id be so upset leaving such a fun place... im talkin bout pintos.....it was great time had by all but as i was leaving all these ppl r like it was so glad to c ya n that they arent gonna see me in a month all that stuff... it was like i was leaving the last party in high school before we graduated everyone was saying goodbye for such a long time 2 me.....well id like to give a great ol thank u to all my friends... thanx for makin that last night out for a while a fun one and i hope u had even more fun when i left... thanx.....heres a lil advie i figure id right up for ya here
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br& new
Saturday, November 1
that was my best halloween ever tonight. you may argue that going out n gettin candy is fun or a party where u get drunk is better..... but i am goin to hav to disagree wit ya on that one. ....nothing is better than a live concert perforemed by the amazing BRAND mother fuckin NEW.....seventy times seven pit was even more insane than last time and it just flat out rocked....Br& New-----(get it tha "and" sign) is one amazing band who knows how to put on a punk rock show.... one of the best this year but im extremely bruised and insanely headached<--yeh i said headached. Halloween rocks and hope ya all had just as much fun as i did. rock on!
ps- download sum brand new stuff
ps- download sum brand new stuff
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one more day
Thursday, October 30
what is this mood i always feel myself falling into week in and week out.....it feels like a mix between confused,depressed, and hopeless. i dont even no what to think anymore at all. i feel lost like im just walking around the globe with no real purpose. i mean sure i hav a purpose in life but finding that damn person is just flat out terrible. confused i am and confused i a gonna be. its crazy, honestly i dont even no what to write in this thing right now. getting yelled at constantly by my parents because the need someone to bark at when they get home is not one bit fun. this constant headache is not the best thing in the world. another thing i just love is how my parents try and force me to fold to what they want me to do. they made me take a terrible job that i would never ever want to work at.....and oh yeh hav i mentioned ive never even been there except when i went in for an application and interview. i start monday n its just fuckin gay.....than tues i hav a rehersal for modeling at 630 for a show on saturday at the concord mall....but im sure ill be scheduled for work or sumthing like that and i dont even no what the fuck to do about that......this could be one of the worst weeks of my life, no doubt. im listening to coheed right now and thank god for them keepin for keeping that last bit of sanity in me....im honestly about to lose it.....weekend should b nice and terrible considering im grounded......but 2morrow im goin to brand new only cause i had already bought my ticket and than ofcourse im gonna miss a party on sat..... and a good one at that but oh well
lets just say my penny is on tails
lets just say my penny is on tails
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