You've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat

Friday, November 21

i no i havent really been writing in this bad boy in quite the journal fashion that you and i are both used to...so ill give ya a good ol entry for ur readin pleasure because i have nothin else to do.....lets see life has been going alright since last weekend.....i feel like im gettin back into that regular ol' paul mood again....maybe its cause of me working maybe its not, i guess we'll never no(oh damn).....damn you start of school and how you make me oh so lazy.....im on the verge of getting off grounding and i feel like i really haven't missed too much except a little here and a little there....nothing to worry about......ive always thought this and still do, everytime you are grounded you do grow up a little bit(thats the point, right?) but honestly it does actually work......i feel like im growing up so fast lately....this is a good thing.....and im not so sure, if im sure of anything....anymore(if you know what song thats from list it in the comments, you wont tho, so no worries) yeh but i dont no what to think anymore....i also can't wait to get off grounding either, maybe thats causing my confusion. ok next subject......girls, all i really think about yall is that i love you to death and all but wats with the whole confusion deal you give us fellas, who woulda thought that i could ever be this damn confused about a girl......ok heres the deal....the honest to god truth.....the only decent girls that i have gotten with/met up with/met in general on more than a friend basis is from at a minimum 50 mile distance from me, and i dont no what it is about long distance relationships that i cant get to work but there not working....i can do that whole phone talk thingy real good and all but i would like to see sum1 atleast once a week....as i tend to get very attached very quickly.....not in a stalker kind of way or anything but i often find myself head over heals for girls...i think its just because im lookin for a relationship but really cant find one yet....but till next time the search continues, maybe somthing is right under my nose and i dont even know it, only time and patience will tell

written by paulyP at 11:10 pm

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